
Throughout this process, I've taken note of the times God has been evident to me. Alerting Ben to move us out of the house. Bringing us in contact with our builder, Steve. Crossing our paths with Tim, the cabinet guy. ...just to name a few! This has given me a peace and confidence that we are not alone, that God is indeed orchestrating this new chapter in our lives. We will be ok. We will make it through. We will not only survive, we will thrive!
So it might seem odd to more than a few of you to learn that I have been anxious. Not about finances. Not about timing. Not about contractors or finishing pieces or any of the dozens of details. No, I have been anxious about laying the tile in the bathrooms. It sounds so silly to say that, let alone type that for all of you to read. But the truth is, I don't think I can do a good enough job tiling the bathrooms. I don't think we will be happy with my work.
You see, I am confident that God can keep us safe, provide for our needs and bring together every detail of this house. I am not confident that I can tile the bathroom.
It should not surprise me that last week God saw fit to "be evident" to me again. A few tiles fell off the wall in the shower surround at the Rental last week, so I went into Lowe's to find the adhesive and caulk needed to fix them. The gal in flooring was helping someone, but he said she could answer my question. I told her the dilemma with the rental and asked for suggestions. The gentleman whom she had been helping interrupted her with an answer. She turned to me and said "He would be able to answer your question better than me. He does tiling for a living."
Ha! Of course he does. So he proceeded to walk me through the process of working with the adhesive, using the tools he picked out for me and then grouting, along with the tools for that. He confirmed what I did know and filled in what I didn't. Then he gave me his business card in case I had any more questions.
It was as if God was saying "You really don't think I can handle tile? I can do everything else, but you think YOU have to face the tile on your own? I've got this, Erica! Let me help you!"
And if that wasn't enough? Yesterday (in quilting class) one of that ladies just happened to mention that she had recently remodeled her bathroom and tiled it herself. She is willing to tutor me if needed!
This may seem trivial to some, but to me this is God in my everyday, real life. I still have to do the work, but I am confident I am not doing it alone!